Saturday, December 27, 2008

thank god for Randy


this situation is getting bad. is valium this relaxing always?
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008



what a hard day it was for her and for me and my brothers and randy.

My mom got into a serious car accident. really bashed her forehead in. stitches across the whole way. oh my god. o have a mom in a crisis hurts me down so deep. it's crushing me. Luke feels it, but Paul is far removed. we all have our flaws. I hope that the wreck may have foil any future attempt of suicide.

Randy was a rock for me today. I knew these were hard times. I think that I dont take things seriously enough until there are few choices left.

what have I learned? how can I make tomorrow different.

this hurts.
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