Thursday, July 24, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
man! I got so inspired on this photo shoot tonight. I love it why do I stop? at any rate, no more regrets. to the future I shout,"onwards and upwards." billyg, thank you so much for taking the time to read my blog.
I can tell that I am getting silly. what are we all to do? let's go make some real cash. it's right there. grab it.
to you myself, my secret self. I say, good morning. I tip toe through the concrete. feels liberating. haha. take it and take it and stay around and like mr reed says, forget it. I am about to misquote the hell out of him.
Mikey and Nicky is playing friday night at the silent movie theater. I love that movie may go. any takers?
I was thinking about this and that. sometimes, my mind gets so muddy. I can't figure out how to make a decision. I can't recall how someone does it. I guess when life get;s easy, you get the burden of laziness. is this true? am I talking out of my ass? could be. maybe I am lazy and there for directionless. it's a case of sleepwalking. filters. I see green, there fore I walk into the green room. can you love your life and still be torn? can you hope for tomorrow and mourn yesterday? I hope not. I think that everything works itself out, but isn't that the path of least resistances? perhaps life shouldn't be a struggle. you see? how does one pick the shady side of the street? how do you know which path to go down?
this goes back to you. are you cool? are you all sorted out? do you know what you want? who you are? how can one ever define themselves? even to define yourself accurately, is in accurate. right? I was a second ago then I typed, and then form changed again. what if we are just standing still? time is just air?everything exist and this single moment? I mean, it makes sense and then it's like, what the fuck?
Monday, July 21, 2008
so I thought that I would hit the oldies but goodies. I was supposed to go back to work today, but I couldn't sleep last night. was bitten an ungodly amount by mesquitos. I randomly picked these pictures. I think that they will do the trick. come to think about it, I have quite a few bills in my life. time to pay up.