Friday, April 25, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
George, whats happening in NZ? la isn't the same with out you. though I am sure that you are better off.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
had a good weekend, but it feels like a lost weekend. 3 weekends ago I was sick. last weekend, thought I had pinkeye. this week I fell and got my period. so I mean...what is going on? I am happy. I think that I ned more substance in my life. my I will start going to temple or something. there's only so much to shop for.
in a month or so, i turn 40. 40!!!!!! oh god. I am excited. 40 is a big deal in my family. seems like a curse. grandma killed herself. dad's life ruptured. paul's life raptured. So did Steve's. so I am next at bat. it's not like I think things are going to fall apart, but maybe change is inevitable. I feel good.
how do people sustain hope. I hate writing stuff like that, because I think people think that I am hopeless. but I am not. hopeful that we are to end. as people. as one.
I hope that in my life, that we all pull it together.