Saturday, April 14, 2007

it's been a while

I really have no excuses. I just haven't been into this. I guess that I feel like I have nothing to say. kind of in a weird mood today. It could have to do with getting drunk last night. do you ever have points in your life when people just go away? it's weird. Like a stench of good byes. maybe working too much shows. maybe it shows a lack of good time. maybe working a lot means that I take myself more seriously. "I am sorry that I didn't go to your house, I am working." that sort of thing. like the ability to take people on a lighter level goes away. it does. I feel so bitchy.

ok, I will stop this. I was in class the other day and the teach was talking about how people just keep repeating a story. so what if you started saying a new story? isn't a story based on a point of view? so what if the vantage point changed. from here I am short, but from here I am tall? I think that I will try that today.

wish me luck.

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