Thursday, February 22, 2007
literally in all senses of the term. Today was a good day. it's weird, when you don't work for three months, going back to work is quite an adjustment. harder than that, is when being at work becomes normal. sitting in the dark becomes normal. pixel fucking becomes satisfying. could be worse, huh karen? yeah it could be. th scary thing is that I think it will be. maybe this change is just what this country needs. hey jerk offs, your job has left the country. maybe, turn off your tv? nah! sit back and watch it nice and filtered. snippets ought to do the trick. more troops in iraq? that sucks! bush still in office? that sucks! who's singing what on american Idol.? how ironic is that? the american idle. I am no saint. I am right here hoping that nothing changes. hoping that the world knows that it's not me that's in iraq. the truth is, it is me in iraq. as we do nothing, nothing is getting done.. is thiss too negative? what shall I say? it's pretty out. I am well. I am married. I am working. I have both of my parents alive. I guess the key for me is to see all that is within all that isn't. would that be considered drawing a negative shape? so all is good. I am here on my laptop, enjoying what is. I really believe the key to clarity in these times is travel. to see that people aren't the same, yet really are. blah blah blah blah blah... in one ear and out the other.